Delays are Not Denials
When Faithfulness Feels Unnoticed
During my career in the corporate world, I remember I worked in this office for 5 years. I remember how I was deterministic and focused to climb the corporate ladder. I would slog and work for 14 hours every day. However at that time, I would see that as I put in that effort, the folks around me or in the same role I was in, would get promoted and move to the next level.
Not being proud here, but I know that I worked really hard, each and every day. Yet the folks who got promoted, not everyone deserved it and that frustrated me a lot. Of course there were days I wanted to quit, and my supervisors would try to convince me to stay, yet they did not help me grow, citing politics in the office, the same jazz most probably you might have gone through as well.
But at the end of the day I would show up to work the next day doing the same thing that I did, with the same effort, until one day I left the organization and joined another one directly in a higher role, which I never thought would happen for me. That is when I learned that delays are not denials.
The Promotion That Didn’t Make Sense
I was reminded about this incident in my life as I was reading Esther as well. Mordecai gave information about the plot to kill the king to Esther, who in turn informed the king and helped him to thwart the enemies’ attack toward the king. But if you read Esther 3, it says after these things the king promoted Haman.
Wow, that would have been a hard pill to digest for Mordecai. He just helped the king out, but Haman is being promoted? What the heck is wrong here? I think many of us have felt that way at some point in our lives. You do the right thing, remain faithful by putting in the effort, you stay late and help others. You sacrifice everything you have and then you watch someone else receive the recognition, the promotion, the opportunity, or the reward.
Recorded, Not Forgotten
At that moment, it feels like faithfulness has gone unnoticed. What is even more interesting in Mordecai’s story is that there is no indication that he complained. There is no record of him demanding recognition. There is no mention of him reminding the king about what he had done. The event was written and life simply moved on.
Years passed. Haman continued to rise. Mordecai continued to sit at the king’s gate.
And from the outside, it would appear that one man was advancing while the other had been forgotten.
But this is where the story takes an unexpected turn.
Mordecai’s act was not forgotten. It was recorded.
The king knew about it. His chronicles preserved the record. And the reward was simply delayed.
The Night Everything Aligned
Then came the night when the king could not sleep. Of all the books that could have been read, the chronicles were brought. Of all the entries that could have been read, the account of Mordecai was read. And of all the questions the king could have asked, he asked what had been done to honor Mordecai. Of all the people who could have walked into the court at that exact moment, Haman walked in (Esther 6).
Not the day before and not the day after, but at that exact moment.
Suddenly what looked like neglect was actually timing. If Mordecai had been rewarded immediately, it would have been a private thank you from the king. But instead God waited until the reward would accomplish much more than recognition.
The same man who wanted Mordecai dead would be the man who would lead him through the streets in honor.
Looking Back, I See His Fingerprints
As I look back at my own life, I can see moments that felt exactly like that. I thought I was being overlooked. There were stretches when it felt like I had missed an opportunity. Sometimes it looked like someone else was moving ahead while I was standing still. But looking back now, I realize something. God was not ignoring me. He was arranging things so that I could see the fingerprints of God in my life, much like how unbelief turns days to years, faith turns delays into appointments.
Maybe that is why the story of Esther speaks so deeply to me, because Mordecai was not forgotten, he was being reserved for the right moment.
Perhaps some of us need to hear that today.
Just because it has not happened yet does not mean it is not going to happen.
Just because someone else was promoted does not mean God has forgotten you.
Just because the reward is delayed does not mean the reward is denied.
Sometimes the greatest stories are not written in the immediate reward, but in the perfect timing of God. Delays are not denials.
If this reflection blessed you, walk with me.
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